I’m turning 30 this week. Am I supposed to be happy or sad? There is way to many stigmas attached to what a man is supposed to do or be at 30. I am a father and a husband and I have my small piece of land in Long Island but for some reason this is not making me smile. When I was 25 all I wanted was to be a father husband and have my small piece of land by the time I was 30 and now here I am having met those goals but I am still the sad clown the prisoner behind bars. Blah Blah Blah screw me. I hate my birthday
